后悔吗？

这里……被我荒废了好久。
几乎快一年了。还是真的已经一年了？
反正呢，我早就知道我就是这种性格的了。很容易厌倦的性格。
写腻了就不写了。
就像游戏一样，玩腻了就不玩了。
所以，这种情况确实也没什么好奇怪的。

不过说真的，最近真的有种想要“挖个洞，然后把自己埋起来”的冲动。
总觉得这个学期做了很多很丢脸的事情。
而且，总是在事后才后悔：我为什么要这么做？感觉好蠢哦！

唉……
所以……就这样吧。

累……

累……累了，
我的心……累了。

好想回到过去。
对未来充满了前所未有的迷惑。

我……该何去何从？
我……迷惑了。

我……累了。

《冰》

冰冷的心
耍着短剑
向你
抛出完美的抛物线
无暇的技术
命中目标
完美！

屏息期待
我最爱的时刻
鲜红的血液
染红了刀子
那诱人的腥味
令我着迷。

冰冷的尸躯
就如一盘光亮的碟子
盛着美食
诱惑我。

向前
舔了一口
那血就如红酒般
滋润了我的味蕾
幸福
满足。

冷笑了声
够了
饱了
潇洒转身
寻找
下个猎物……

《梦》

我要像小鸟一样飞
飞上那蔚蓝的天空
无忧无虑
自由自在
行吗？
行！
来，到梦里去吧！
展翅飞翔
随你飞得又高又远的
梦啊梦，
是助你实现梦想的魔法师。

善感的姐姐失恋了
伏在枕头哭了一夜
想要逃避
忘却一切
行吗？
行！
走，躲进梦里吧！
抛开烦恼
随你在梦里笑逐颜开
梦啊梦，
是助你逃避一切的懦夫。

爸妈在外为家奔波
忙了一日又倦又累
闭目养神
彻底放松
行吗？
行！
嘿，来编个梦吧！
好好休息
随你编织幸福的美梦
梦啊梦，
是助你放松身心的推拿师。

梦啊梦，
你    究竟是什么呢？
是魔法师吗？
还是懦夫？
还是推拿师呢？
嗯——
我想，都是吧！
你    是善良的天使
为世间许多人
提供了最佳的心灵寄托处。

Maintaining is tiring!!!

Yeah, maintain a blog is sure tiring...
(especially for someone who is lazy like me)
Things are happening around me, but i'm just too lazy to write/type and of course to update n renew my blog.
Compare to do things tat require some (or much) thinking~~, I prefer to sleep.
Yea, I love sleeping.
That's why i'm having a hard time to switch my holiday mood back to my previous studying mood.
School is reopening, the new trimester begin~~
Getting busy soon, thus gonna abandon my blog sooner or later AGAIN.
Remember what i wrote in my 1st post?
"I wonder how long would I maintain this blog."
Yeah, wondering now~~
Most friends of mine, start blogging n stopped.
I wonder if I would be one of them too...
Wondering~~
N maintaining is sure tiring...  

反叛的鲁路修 ♥ Code Geass

Lelouch of the Rebellion

Haha, highly recommend THIS (for those who have free time to watch~~)!!!
It's really good.
If u want action like Bleach, sure it has!
If u want scheme like Death Note, sure it has!
If u prefer an emotional one, it will definitely suit you!
N if u wish to hv some funny n entertaining moment, haha, there you go; here you are!
Romance in school...
Amusing personalities of characters...
N of course, the beauty of the characters' semblance are just undeniable!
(Just look at the pic, Lelouch is just so HOT tat u could ever imagine!!!)
其实，很早以前，就听说过这部anime的“大名”了。
只是，一直都没有时间去看。
而且，也没人介绍。
直到这个假期……
9月11号这天，当我去拜访我表妹时，正好看到她书桌上，摆放着《Code Geass》的 DVD。
好奇之下，就问：“诶？是《反叛的鲁路修》哦！好看吗？”
她回答：“嗯，不错咯！”
哦……不错吗？
就想：嘿，反正现在是假期……有空嘛！
于是，就“厚着脸皮”向她借了《鲁路修》的DVD来看咯！
《Code Geass》目前共有两季（这里写“目前”的原因，是因为我真的很希望它会出第三季），每季25集（好像是，如果没记错的话）。
讲到故事内容嘛～～
两个字——不错！
等等，还是应该放“很棒”呢？
哎呀，总之，就是很不错就对啦！
如果你是个拥有浓厚/强烈情感（简单来说就是泪腺过于发达，爱哭啦！）的女生（或是男生也可以），我敢担保，你一定会哭的！！！
哦？？？(@0@)
是吗？那是在哪一集哭啊？
这个嘛～～抱歉！我忘了。
忘了？为什么？
因为我哭得太多次了～～
这部动漫老是让我掉泪，让我流泪（因为太感动了！！！）。
所以，哭了太多集，也忘了哪几集了。
不过，我可以很肯定地告诉你，这部动画真的很感人。
看着第二季最后一集的最后那十五分钟时……我一共哭了两次。
第一次看的时候，我抱着枕头静静地哭。
看完了，播放片尾曲了……
我再rewind，然后又看多一次。
这次，还是边看边哭了～～

Thinking Of You by Christian Kane

Love this~~

"Thinking of you" by Christian Kane, an actor from Leverage.

Soft, smooth and touch~~

That's how I feel when I listen.

It sounds sad and deeply resonated with my heart.

Here is the lyric that I got from tralyrics.com :

Well, I know they say all good things, must come to some kind of ending.
We were so damn good, I guess we never stood a chance.
Go on and find what you've been missing,
And when that highway's tired of listening.
You'll see I'm not that easy to forget.

When a new moon shines through your window,
Or you hear a sad song on the radio.
And you don't why, but you just start to cry.
Or you're driving around on a sunny day,
And out of nowhere comes a pouring rain.
And a memory hits you right out of the blue, that's just me thinking of you.

I'm not gonna try to stop you, but that doesn't mean I want to.
If I know you, you've already made up your mind.
So, go on and go, if you're really leaving, put a million miles between us.
But you still feel me, like I'm right there at your side.

When a new moon shines through your window,
Or you hear a sad song on the radio.
And you don't why, but you just start to cry.
Or you're driving around on a sunny day,
And out of nowhere comes a pouring rain.
And a memory hits you right out of the blue, that's just me thinking of you.

And I'm thinking about the roads you're on.
I'm thinking about you coming home.
I'm wondering if you got your radio on.

When you find your way to another town, and someone tries to lay you down.
And a feeling hits you right of the blue, that's me thinking of you.

That's just me thinking of you.